:'(, cries.

Had band today but I only went after lunch cause I had the same fucking headache in the moring! Shit =.- Alright, so the pieces I got to play today were okay. Still managable, I hope. Haha! Went over to Huimin's house after band. Ate dinner with my Mom & Huimin. Followed Huimin back to her home, put her makeup & all before she met up with Pammy :D Headed home after that. Going over to Jingting's place tomorrow! Hehe.

Met Baby for awhile just now, cause he's leaving for Taiwan tomorrow! I can't believe this, & neither do I want to believe this but I just have to accept the fact that Baby's not gonna be by my side for the next fucking 10days! Damn :( Baby please quickly come back alright? I'll try to message you everyday yea.

Alright, so now I shall just wait for Baby's call after he has packed his stuff & all. Goodnight my dear readers <3

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I'm gonna miss you so badly.
How I wish you didn't have to go.
If only I could make you stay,
but I believe 10days will pass quickly.
I hope so :(

I may have told you many times that I'm prepared,
but you never know actually I'm still afraid.
Still afraid of losing you.
This fear was always in my heart,
it never once went away.
Baby, I really hope you'll still love me when you're back.
I love you always, & forever.

Hey hey.

Didn't go to church today cause I was having a bad headache. Took panadol & felt better after that. Stoned at home the whole day & now I'm having dinner.

Meeting Baby tomorrow, cause he's leaving for Taiwan on Tuesday! :'( How I wish he didn't have to go laa. I've to suffer for 10days without seeing him. It's like omg, ahhhh..!!!
& Baby, don't let the feelings fade cause you must know that I'm right here waiting for you to come back <3

Alright people, & I don't think I'm gonna have fun this holiday when almost half of my holidays is taken up by band =.- Yea yea, whatever. Fucked up shit.

BYE BYE!

Hello people!

Had YPG today then went over to Baby's house after that. Ate dinner & played one round of RockFever while Baby watched me. Hahaha! He went to meet his friends then I came home since I had to be home early anyway.

Baby's going to Taiwan this Tuesday, after that to Malaysia! Oh no laa, I think I'm gonna have love sick already. Sure miss him damn damn damn much :( I hope the 10days will pass quickly!

Alright, goodnight people! <3>

I love you more & more each day Baby :D

Toon&Ball outing, lol.

Met Baby at 2 today & we took a train down to Bugis. Bought tickets for 'Silk' & we had lunch. Played at the arcade for awhile before going for the movie. 'Silk' was alright laa, a little touching at the end. Of course, Miss Eng Yuting teared again laa! =.- Too emotional you see, hahaha. Trained from Bugis to Bishan just to buy dinner for my Brother, what an ass laa he. Ate dinner with Baby & slacked at the pkayground till 10plus before heading home.

I swear I love my Baby so damn much okay?! He's so cute can, hehe. Too bad people, he's MINE :D Alright, goodnight folks! <3



I love you from the bottom of my heart <3

:D

Alright, so I patch things up with Baby already. Damn happy okay?! [: I love you Baby, maucks <3

Didn't go school today. Since I was sick, I went to the doctor's & got myself a MC. Ate lunch with Jingting, Pamela & Huimin. Played a round of RockFever with Huimin before she went off for her eye check up. Jingting, Pamela & I stoned under the void deck while waiting for Baby to come after that. Had dinner with Baby only cause Jingting & Pamela needed to go home.

Baby's friends came then we went to void deck to slack again. I went home around 10 or so. So yea, that's all. I know my life is boring, but I can't help it. Hahaha! Goodnight people :D

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Thanks for this one last chance Baby.
No more breaks or anything else already.
Please love me always alright?
I'm gonna cherish every single moment with you.
I love you <3

Sigh.

Tears just won't stop rolling down my cheeks.
The pain still lingers, & it hurts so much for me to take it.
I may appear strong to you people,
but now I'm really gonna break down soon.
I seriously can't take it anymore.
I need you back in my life, cause you're the one.
Be it how long, I'm gonna wait for you.

Being with you is happiness,
so Baby please come back.
One more chance is all I need.
I really love you from the bottom of my heart <3

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Alright, I'm gonna sleep soon! Goodnight.

What a boring day!

Replies to tags:

Kristy> Hahaha, yea I will [: Don't worry!

Susanna> Aiyo, so thick-skinned! Tsk tsk tsk, lol <3

Jingting> I know I know, I just realised it that day! LOL.

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Woke up at 1plus then I thought there was YPG so I got myself ready. After Joyce replied my message, I realised that there wasn't YPG today =.- Stoned at home the whole day before going out to meet my Mom. Ate dinner, shopped & bought my shoes :D Finally, I own a pair of shoes! Hahaha, I know it sounds pathetic but I usually wear my sister's shoes so didn't really bother to get one pair of my own. Today is such a boring day can?! BAHHHHHH.. Alright, nothing else to say anymore. Goodnight folks! <3

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On the surface I try my best to act as if I'm strong,
as if nothing has happened & I'm perfectly alright.
But deep inside, the pain is still there & it still hurts as much.
I really can't make do life without you.
Please come back cause I really need you so much.
I love you <3

Shopping day! :D

So yea, went shopping with Jingting & Huimin came along too! [: Bought 3 new top, & I'm so broke now :( Never mind, once I start working I'll get money again. I'm working at Breadtalk, not Charles & Keith anymore. Felt so bad to cause Elaine to not being able to work, sigh. Hope she isn't angry or anything.

Shopped almost the whole day then Huimin's friend, Lester came to meet us. After that, Jan & Kay came to meet us too! Hahaha, had dinner together. Played at PS arcade then we went separate ways with Lester & Huimin. It's so fun to disturb Huimin laa! Was disturbing her most of the time, lol. I swear she wanted to strangle me so much! :P

Played one round of Rock Fever with Jingting when we came back to Bishan then home sweet home :D Had so much fun today, hehe. & I'm gonna fall sick soon! :'( I hate being sick, it totally sucks. Especially when I do not have him to take care of me anymore, it just sucks. Ah, life just sucks for me laa.

Goodnight my friends! <3

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Without you by my side,
my life changes & everything is different.
Everything seems strange to me.
I no longer have your love that keeps me going.
Life sucks < /3

School is so boring.

The heritage race is cancelled! Woohoo, but I didn't even go to school. Went to school to pass Mass Cheok the work experience form only. So I'm gonna work at Charles & Keith with Elaine during the holidays! :D It's gonna be fun, I hope so. Meeting Jingting soon, so I've got to go bathe now! Toodles <3

Shopping tomorrow! [:

Alright, not going to school tomorrow cause there's some stupid heritage race =.- Waste my time only can? Meeting Jingting to go shopping tomorrow! Yay, can't wait laa :D Damn excited, hahaha. Gonna buy lots & lots of clothes till I happy. I'm lazy to explain about today & neither any interesting thing happen, so yea. Bye folks! <3

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when we talk about love.

Boredom kills.

Didn't go to school today, stayed home & sleep. Damn tired laa, hahaha! Woke up around 1plus, ate my lunch & stoned all the way. Meeting Michelle at 5.45 later [: Finally, someone can accompany me if not I will really die of boredom =.- Hmm, update again later in the night if I've time! Byebye people <3

Life seems so meaningless for me now.

Replies to tags:

Eevon> Sorry, but you still found my blog right? Lol. Hmm, of course she know cause she viewed my profile. Oh, why shocking? What she tell you? Fill me in during school time alright? Loves, & I'll cheer up <3

Huimin> Thanks! I know you'll be here for me, [: I'll be fine, don't worry.

Elaine> Yea, I will darling! Not to worry, cause I know you'll be here for me. Hehe, loves <3

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Went to The Naked Fish restaurant today. Taught us about our dining etiquette, & I swear my trainer is a fucked up bitch. Don't ask why, I just detest her! So yucks =.- Ate till so full can?! Nearly explode, hahaha :P Celebrated Elaine's birthday today [: Gave her a surprise, obviously my darling Elaine is touched! Lol. Had fun at arcade then slacked under block again.

It's nice talking to my girls cause they just keep me occupied, & I won't think of other things. Worries all gone for the moment, but everything that's bothering me just keep flowing through my mind again when I'm alone. It just won't stop no matter how hard I try to not think about it, sigh.

I miss him, I miss his everything. Life without him is totally different, I just can't move on. The day I'll forget him is the day I've learnt how to move on. Why won't he just come back? Michelle always tell me, what's meant to be will be. How true, so I'll just wait. If he's really meant to be mine he'll come back.

Goodnight people, loves <3

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I'll be right here waiting for you.
The bracelet will always be kept,
I'm not gonna take it out till the day I let you go.
I love you so.

Fuck all these shit.

Alright, I've broken up with Joshua already. I swear this is the worse breakup ever. I almost died from difficulty of breathing, shucks! People, please try to avoid asking me questions that might trigger my wound unless you really think the questions are necessary. Or you're there to cheer me up, it'll be much appreciated yea? Thanks a lot.

Apparently today is not a very good day to start with. I cried almost for the whole day in school. After school, had my girls with me so cheered up a little, thanks girls! <3

Got to sleep soon, & there's some stupid personal grooming course tomorrow! wth =.- Okay, goodnight.

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you know I never wanted to say goodbye.
I still love you, & I really need you.
Baby, won't you just come back to me?
Sigh.

New blog add, same layout [:

Alright, it's been ages since I last blog! Hahaha, but you guys should know that Yuting's a lazy girl & my computer broke down last week. So now my computer's back, & I'm back to blogging too! [: I guess I'll only start updating about my life tomorrow, cause today's a rather boring day. Yea, actually nothing much to know also laa. Have been meeting up with Baby though. Okay, sleeping soon I guess? Lol, so goodnight folks! Loves <3